If you pick up bad habits that are essentially bad for both your physical and emotional health, you could become enslaved or addicted to these. Thank goodness then that there are just so many good programs out there that you could participate in to help you change your life around for the better. You could have a problem with drugs, and for that there is help. Same goes with alcohol. Not just sex but illicit, illegal, somewhat perverse and kinky sex, sex that gets your pulse racing, that you would normally only find with a call girl a working girl a hooker, basically your age-old prostitute or as they would prefer to call them these days, sex workers, there’s treatment for that too.
And thank goodness for that too because it’s been a hugely distressing time for you and your family, if you happen to have one. It would not have mattered whether they knew or not, there is something off-putting in the way you behave towards them that really gets to them and you usually don’t even notice. When you sign up for the john school diversion program they need not know about this either.
But even if she did that would surely be a good thing. The fact that she is still with you must mean that she might still love you. And she would surely support you every step of the way. Some of them may feel bad because once you’re gone out of their lives, you might be depriving them of their usual source of income. But in the end, being women at heart, they would surely understand and appreciate that you are doing the right thing.
And you’re probably doing right by them as well.